Tuti I will be moving out next week, what day are you free for us to go out together”
I feel a lump in my throat, my chest is tightening, the past five years flash before my eyes and my eyes start to water.
I cannot stop this. I need to compose myself, this is not professional behavior.
This is my “best friend” whom I have grown distant with over the past year or so. She tried to reach out, I’ve tried less and thought about giving up.
When I have anything to discuss or need advice, I still turned to her and she gave me.
😦 I’ve got work rest of the week but I’m free weekend
Moving to a foreign country alone was easier because we did it together. I though the only distance we would ever have will be the night we argued and I said you should never talk to me again then I forgot in the morning and called you.
Ok maybe Sunday
I will admit this now I think I got jealous and did not want to share you with anyone. So the distance was my fault even thought I blamed you. You may never read this but I am still sorry I never seem to make an effort.
Okay. Sunday it is.