This a story about Tuti and Bellamy*.
[Warning: I talk about myself in the third person]
You’ve met Tuti, now meet Bellamy. They met through a mutual volunteer program.
Some how both caught each other’s radar. Tuti taunts Bellamy about a signature of his.
Tuti notices Bellamy is pretty hot. Tuti shuts that emotion and still taunts Bellamy.
Bellamy wants to talk to Tuti about somethings so they fix a date. At Tuti’s apartment.
Tuti flirts with Bellamy. The date occurs. Tuti and Bellamy shared some kisses.
…several weeks later…
Tuti: Hi Bellamy!
Bellamy: Hey! How are you?
T: Good. I’m planning on watching a movie on Saturday. Wanna go together?
T: We could get dinner before we watch the movie.
B: Are you asking me out?
T: Uhm… I don’t know… Somewhat
B: Okay. I have work and hockey so maybe after if it’s not too late
The first time I asked a guy out, somewhat. It felt very weird and that was one time I beat myself up for every message I sent. Every fiber in my body seemed to be struggling to rejecting the process.
Safe to say, the dinner/ movie date never happened. I don’t plan on asking a guy out again anytime soon.